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Created on 2010-09-03 16:37:36 (#577748), last updated 2010-09-03 (367 weeks ago)

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Birthdate:Feb 7
Location:United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland

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Ketsurui Aiita Nerosiya

♣ I will spam your f-list. Consider carefully before adding me.
♣ On that note, LJ Cuts and I often fall out.
♣ I have developed a paranoia rivalled only by the almighty [info]aw_haw thanks to my stalker.
♣ I will probably try and get your address. I am NOT a pervy old man, but I AM a deranged writer. Look forward to random notes scribbled in uni lectures. I should not be allowed to carry envelopes.
♣ capslock/me OTP.
♣ Moodtheme (c) [info]cowboyhd
♣ Humour (c) [info]doctor_sasuke
♣ I can be the most positive thing you've ever encountered. I can be emo, I can be hysterical.
♣ I obsess over things until people go crazy. Once I get an idea in my head it doesn't get shaken off for years.
♣ I'm ambitious but rubbish. I'm vicious and violent and love to give people a cuddle.
♣ I need affection, to the degree that I lust after it.
♣ I form opinions too fast and act on them.
♣ I'm vain, and can get enchanted by my own relfection.
♣ I've been hated and it doesn't seem to hurt any more.
♣ I can fall in love with multiple people. This isn't an insult. I'm just a bit very polyamorous.
♣ Sometimes I see the word 'Helen' and forget it's my name. I'd rather be a Ketsi.

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They say you’re supposed to talk to people when they’re in a coma, don’t they. I have no idea whether you can hear me Jack. I’ve never heard of anybody coming out of one and carrying on the conversation. So I suspect it’s probably something the doctors tell us to do, to make us feel better. Rather than help you. We don’t feel quite so useless and helpless. WE get the feeling there’s still some sort of purpose in our lives. Not just waiting. Waiting for the science to work, or the miracle to happen, or the nightmare to end.
I’m not much of a talker Jack you know that. But I’ll talk to you now on the off chance that it helps. Just promise me that if you’re hearing this that when you come round, and you’re going to Jack, you’re gonna come out of this. Just, promise me you’ll never bring up anything I say to you now. How’s that? We got a deal?
This must be the longest that I’ve ever looked at you and not seen you smile. I’ve watched you in your sleep. Did you know that? So many times. Just woken up beside you in the middle of the night, and watched you. Watched your eyes moving behind your eyelids as you dreamed. And tried to imagine what a man like you could possibly dream about. The things you’ve seen, the live you’ve lived, the people you’ve loved. I wondered if you were dreaming. I hoped you were dreaming about me.
But lets be honest Jack, I’m nothing more than a blip in time for you. Everyday I grow a little older. But you’re immortal. You’ve already lived a thousand lifetimes. How could you watch me grow old and die? How can I watch me grow old and die? How can I watch you live and never age a day?
I suppose we both know that will never be a problem. Not in this job. No one in Torchwood ever lives to draw their pension do they? Even if by some, miracle, I survive to see my hair turn grey, or god forbid, fall out. I don’t kid myself that you’d still be around to see it. One day, you’ll go again just like you did before. And this time you won’t be back. Maybe that's what you're dreaming about those nights when I watch you sleeping. Maybe that’s why even when you sleep I see you smile. But you haven’t gone yet Jack I know that. I know you’re coming back to me.

-- Ianto Jones, The Dead Line

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a very potter musical, akudemy, all-american rejects, ancient egyptian laser beams, anime, anyone for tennis?, axel, aziraphale/crowley, babyshambles, being british, betch, beyblade, breathing, british comedy, captain jack, carlos ashley raphael barât, chobits, christopher marlowe, cloud strife, cosplay, desperate romantics, die in a fire, dirty pretty things, dnangel, doctor johann faustus, doctor sasuke, doctor who, donkey snorting carl, dorian gray, douglas adams, doujinshi, dvds, edmund/caspian, edmund/caspian/carlos/ianto, fail, fanfiction, fangirling, fangirls, final fantasy, franz ferdinand, fullmetal alchemist, gackt, gaming, gareth david-lloyd, get backers, good omens, house md, ianto jones, ianto's face, j-pop, japan, jawn, john barrowman, kill bill, larxene, linkin park, lollerskates, lulz, malice mizer, marik, maths, monty python, muraki, my chemical romance, my friend gina, naruto, not beating women, not ignoring peter, o rly, omgwtfbbq, oscar wilde, peter doherty, pietro maximoff, prince of tennis, princess ai, quatre raberba winner, quicksilver, remus lupin, rockman, roleplay, ronald mcdonald x karasu, roxas, sasuke, sasuke being a whore, scrubs, seguchi tohma, sesshomaru, shakespeare, shaman king, shikamaru, sirius black, sirius/mcgonagall, sleeping, sugar, super sekrit messages, sushi, tenipuri, tennis no ohjisama, the marauders, the marauders map, the mighty boosh, the x-files, theatre, tie!fic, torchwood, uchiha itachi, uchiha sasuke, uchihacest, uglycat, utada hikaru, writing, wtf, wwe, x-men, ya wai, you nosy little fucker!, yu-gi-oh, yugiohs are yugilicious, yuugi is the motherfucking timelord, zexion,
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